Beautiful dreamer, wake unto me,
Starlight and dewdrops are waiting for thee;
Sounds of the rude world heard in the day,
Lull'd by the moonlight have all pass'd away
-just kc-
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Monday, May 7, 2007
20!
feels good to be hitting the 2 digit =D
Thanks soo much to everyone and everyone who sent me their wishes! been so heartwarming to receive the blessings from friends and family. And once again reminded me of how blissful i am to be surrounded with such wonderful people. Seldom have the chance to reflect on such stuff, in the midst of all the negativities. Think birthday also serves as a day of reflection and gratitude, besides the celebration. i need more of such days man.
anyhows, been pretty exciting to be in the gang of the 20s. i term it as the 'decade of happenings'. Looking forward to life in the prime age. But somehow, being 20 is also neither here nor there. 'not a teenager, not yet an adult'. trapped in the in-between, i think it does serves a purpose anyhow. Perhaps this is the age to truly reflect back on the 20 years of existance in this world, and before the official adulthood of 21, this period enables us to realign our goals for the future, and ultimately decides what we want to acheive. For me, it has been pretty much of an internalised reality. Hitting the 20 means that some mentality of mine have to be shifted. Have a year for the transition. Something like, from boy to man. yes sure, army has been a catalyst for the 'morph', but somehow it has been quite an obstacle as well. nevertheless, been refocusing on stuff and going into different states of mind, all for the better of me. No one said it'll be easy, but 'easy' itself can sometimes be quite an abstract kinda concept. or am i making easy so difficult. hah.
cheers to many good and exciting years ahead! and thanks again fellow buddies and pretty ladies for the wishes! =D
